July 5, 2017
Like clockwork these intrusive and harassing voices have gained in strength this past hour. I’m doing a fairly decent job of blocking out the content of what they are saying, but for the most part, I’m just hearing a lot of fragmented chatter. But, at the moment this chatter is like a constant bombardment of voices. Right now, it seems like my living room is alive with voices. I’m also experiencing some of the sensations as well, but for now they are on the milder side. I’m about ready to take some sleep-aid and call it a day.
The voices will most likely be quite faint, but become stronger by nightfall. This has been the pattern of things recently. Right now, they are acting rather erratic. At times, the voices seem to be screaming at me rather than just simply speaking. This is something that I have observed them doing a few times in the past. I’m not sure if it’s deliberate and just another tactic of theirs or if it’s not.
July 6, 2017
I made it too sleep last night fairly easy. There was some minor harassment, but nothing that intense. I’m hearing the voice that I call “Pippy” right now, but the voice is faint. She is speaking up close and I can feel a very faint breath hitting my left ear.
I suppose today will most likely go as most others have been recently. The voices start out weaker in the morning, gain some strength throughout the day and become quite strong by the evening. On the one hand though, they do seem to be messing with me a bit more by causing me to feel the physical sensations/disturbances more frequently than before.
For the most part, in the past (with some exceptions here and there), these physical disturbances were mostly confined to when I was trying to get some rest or go to sleep. But, recently I have been feeling these feeling physical disturbances a bit more frequently. Often now, I’ll feel them while I’m at work which was something that was not that common just a few months ago. Perhaps, this is an escalation or perhaps it’s more of an act on their part to make up for lost ground. I simply don’t know. I suppose that the better I become at directing my focus away from them, the more that they might attempt to counteract that by escalating things. I’ll just have to wait and see how it goes.