if I’m honest my thoughts are getting the best of me.
see the mind is a tricky thing, it causes us to do things we shouldn’t, it causes me to do things I shouldn’t
lately I’m feeling numb and I just don’t know how to feel or what to feel really….I’m just tired of feeling tired. I’m all worn out, I don’t care anymore and I keep pushing people away because I’m scared that they will take the little bit of me that I have left and destroy it. I have nothing to really offer anymore. I just don’t know how to feel about anything ..i feel like I’m just used to feeling like nothing