[9.1] ~*Sun – 07/09/17*~

[9:50 pm]

ARG! It really never stops. I just went in the family room and saw that one of the cat threw up a hair ball at some point in the day. Looks like it had been sitting there for a lil while cause when I cleaned it up it left a dark spot where it was on the hardwood floor. Now I’m pissed cause I have no idea how to get rid of it. I read online a few things but what to trust?! Some says to put white vinegar on it and then another one says to never do that. One says to use peroxide but I have no clue. I don’t know if I should even try anything or just leave it and try to ignore it, although it bugs me to know it’s there right now.  I’m scared that with my luck if I try something it will just end up being worse. Gah! These are the times I want to go back in an apartment cause then it’s not my problem, with a house, you’re the one who need to fix things. Now I’m just sad.

I keep going back, turning the light on and looking at the spot, wishing it’s fading. This is how I can’t let go of little things. I mean, the spot is noticeable but not that much, I guess. I’m trying to tell myself that we’re NEVER in that room so who cares if there’s a little darker spot somewhere on the floor, not like the floor is perfect. Father-in-law scratched it once and you can see that some places could use some new varnish. All that said, it is still bugging the hell out of me and will for a few days as everything else does. This is what I mean when I let little silly things affect me. I tell myself to just let it go and keep going but no, stupid me can’t do that. I mean, I had to come write about it. Bleh! I’m wasting time for nothing, well, it is something but nothing I can really do about it so why bother?! I don’t know. All I know is that now it’s past 10 and I still have a load of laundry to do and put away what I already washed (sorta washed as I’m not even sure I used soap on that one.. yay me).




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