So in the past 2 days I’ve gotten a total of maybe 6 hours of sleep. I couldn’t sleep again last night for some reason even though I was tired as hell. Work was brutal yesterday because I was tired too. I had a mini panic attack when my new crush Tyler was about to come into work. Then I had an even bigger panic attack when this other guy I’ve been seeing said he was gonna visit me at work around the same time. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Tyler and it’s so annoying. I don’t know what it is, but I haven’t felt this way about someone in a loooooooong time. He’s just…I dunno I can’t even describe it. Anyways, good news is that even though we had sex on the first date basically, we’re still talking throughout the whole day. I really don’t want to like someone this much because it always ends badly but I can’t help it. It’s the first time I’ve really felt happy in forever! So yesterday I didn’t even end up seeing him because I left work early and hungout with my other friend who came to visit me. I was so tired by that time that we just went shopping a little and then went to lunch. I thought for sure I would pass out as soon as I got home but I ended up being wired and only slept about 3 hours last night. Also last night the guy I had lunch with asked me to basically be his girlfriend. He worded it like, “how about we don’t hookup with anyone else?” It’s only been like a week since we first met. I told him I can’t make that kind of commitment yet and I’m still really not sure about him. I mean I like him but not “Tyler” like him. Anyways I don’t know if it’s the lack of sleep or my high from finally talking to someone I feel something for, but my thoughts are getting jumbled and I gotta get ready for work. Will update when something interesting happens.