What now

I mean what did i expect to happen. The relationship was one sided. I felt like i was the only one that tried to keep it alive. Fuck, I don’t know why i don’t hate you even after the way you treated me. I don’t know why i stayed even after your family treated me in such a horrible way. I invested too much on you and now i am like a boat caught without a sail. I hate myself for being so naive to think that you would change for the better. I hate myself even more for not hating you. Our relationship became like the rose you gave me. At first it was such a beautiful thing but soon turned into something that was dead and devoid of any color.  I honestly just wish you the best. 

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