marijuana and sex addiction. these two are stopping me from living a better life. i want to go to graduate school. i just binged a full week catering to my senses, not giving a fuck, i got an hour or two of sleep per night this entire week.
i’m glad i digged myself out again. i’ve thrown away the last of my weed stash and blocked a few #. i know i can find my footing again. i need to focus on school and stop wasting time on these shitty instant gratification rewards. i know after binges like these im good for another month or so.
i need some rest. when i wake up, i’ll continue studying for my GREs.