i feel less germy. i feel more tired. woke up after a few hours to fever sweats and barking dogs. spent some time cleaning up my “garden area” outside and sitting with plants til being outside during the summer sick sent me back in.
had an ex dream again. he wasn’t scary this time like he usually is. this time i was following him like a lost puppy, feeling sad. don’t know why. don’t care why. depressing dream.
i feel like i’ve eaten more in the last two days than i have in the past two weeks combined.
whole back is stiff and sore.
ready to not be sick so i can walk 5 feet without getting out of breath and ready to collapse.
really want a nap. really do not want to be awake all night.
god i’m tired.