I get so goddamn angry

Sometimes, even a year later, I still get so goddamn angry.

I get angry that he still has all of his friends

I get angry that he seems so happy while I still struggle with it

I get angry that everyone believes him over me

I get angry that no one who was a mutual friends of ours reached out

I get angry that life moved on for him and I still feel broken

I get angry that I still miss him

I get angry that I don’t trust men because of him

I get angry that he blamed me for walking away, for giving up on our marriage

I  get angry that he never even apologized

I get angry he told me his therapist said he wasn’t abusive 

I’m angry that I’m still angry

 

 

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