I spent some time reflecting about everything in general. I’m going to try to be more positive, even if I have to fake it until It becomes real and true positive thoughts.For some reason it feels like my emotional wounds have been reopened after a fight with a family member. All I think about is how angry they were, enough to take a swing at me and nail me in the back with their nails. It wasn’t pleasant, and I guess I don’t feel too trusting of them anymore to be honest. I forgive them but I don’t trust someone like that at all. I don’t believe they did wrong even if they tried to hit me, but I just don’t feel at all trusting of them. I just see their angry expression and feel their nails on my back whenever I think of them. I’m not sure if I’m a bad person for thinking of them this way even if they apologized.