I recently came across a workbook for survivors of abuse, though it’s pretty thick. I’m hoping I can sneak it in through the mail and hide it somewhere where no one will EVER come across it, since I know I’m screwed if anyone see’s it.It has excellent reviews and it’s widely used and has parts to help me come to ways I can solve my issues from my abuse, as well as hopefully some way to have better tolerance for those who don’t believe me or who simply choose my abuser over me.
To be honest, I don’t expect anyone to choose me over him, that’s simply not fair, no matter what he did to me. It’s not my choice, and I don’t want to depend on people believing me to continue my journey towards healing. Some of these people have their own issues, and I don’t expect anyone to put aside their problems for my own. I don’t want to feel like a victim, I just want to be able to become someone better or greater. I want to rise to the top of self-healing, I want to go as far as I can to prove just how capable I am, even with my past.