She Knows

Yes I know. I totally know how it feels. I know how painful it is to the point of having chest pains where breathing becomes excruciating.

I know what it’s like losing 4kgs in a week for not being able to eat even if I wanted to because my body won’t accept solid food. I know what it’s like to cry myself to sleep. I lose all desires to do anything because I’m too deep in pain that I cannot think of anything else but to stop my heart from breaking.

All those years of putting up with you believing somewhere deep down inside, there is a respectable man who could lead me have ended.

I felt betrayed. I questioned my worth and can’t even look at myself in the mirror. I was asking myself if the monster inside me is that so bad for you to do such an agonizing thing.

But I am thankful. I am so close to getting married to you but I am thankful I did not end up with you. I am thankful that I was freed and spared from a lifelong unhappiness. I am thankful that I saw a better life ahead of me without you.

 

She knows what it's like to be cheated on;to feel that pain in her chest that makes it hard for her to breathe.She…

Posted by Boiling Waters on Thursday, July 27, 2017

2 thoughts on “She Knows”

  1. wow..this is very powerful. I wish the best for you, friend. Never give up on yourself. I have learned that it’s not about anyone but myself. You find your happiness whatever it may be and revel in it!

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