Thursday, July 27th 2017
I think I know why, although lately I’ve just been having depressing and overly self critical moments, like saying I’m not good enough at… anything really, at some random moments. I’ve also been much more exhausted than usual. It’ll pass I’m sure. Just praying and trying to stay positive.
Anyway, today went okay. It went by faster, thankfully. I played some Crash Bandicoot, did a little bit of drawing for a contest and watched YouTube. Though, I’ve also been getting second thoughts about Driver. He’s nice, but just kinda doesn’t seem to be my type. I have the feeling I’m only going out with him because I like the idea of a boyfriend and a graduated prom date for next year, and not the actual person. But then again, maybe it’s just because I haven’t seen him in person for a while. Cause if I go back to the times we were in person, I found it enjoyable. I’m gonna have to wait until we are able to meet again and then make my decision.
That’s all for today.