It’s so funny to read through some of my posts! Not the public ones; the private, embarassing, tween, ones and the “sad” ones.
So MUch pReTeEn aNgST.
With all the:
‘Omgs’, and the ‘like, seriously’s, and the ‘cool’ swearing, it’s very embarrassing but I honestly feel like whenever I look back I am always going to be embarrassed by who I am, and that dosent bother me as much as it used to. I’ve accepted this pathetic, human who spends most of their time looking at memes on the internet 😅.
I feel like when I was younger most of my posts were about boys and crushes and feelings because I was trying so hard to fit in and force myself to be somebody I wasn’t, trying to mould myself into a shape, which I thought was the ideal cool girl but turns out to be a sad little tween who is annoying af and likes emojis.
Now it’s more about, myself, rather than other people. And yes, my posts are usually still sad, and pathetic, and whiney. But I don’t really care, because I write how I feel, and that’s what matters. Nobody really looks at them anyway, right?
Today has been a good day.