I’ve recently realized what I deserve. I’ve learned that my happiness doesn’t need to come from a guy being in my life. My happiness doesn’t need to come from everyone around me. i don’t need try to make others proud, because I’m the only one that matters. Yes having people be proud of you is a great feeling but I don’t need it. I’ve realized I am beautiful inside and out. I’ve realized I have a say in what I can and can’t do. And honestly there is nothing I can’t do. I have grown so much to learn that I am as close to perfect as you can get just by loving myself.