Sunday. The feelings inside is hurting a lot. I need to express my feelings but there’s nobody to express them to. Happiness. Where have you gone? What is happening?Why does it feel like everyday is just getting worse and worse. I feel like there’s nobody who I can have a proper conversation with. What is wrong with me? Why am I not like others. I am this awkward, stupid, fat girl that never knows what to say to people. Where’s my old fun, happy myself gone? . I just want to be as happy as I used to be. It’s been about 4 years since I felt that happy, exciting feeling inside me.