The end

So I’m at work right now and I needed to vent. It’s finally somewhat back to normal at work but I’m still over it. I’m excited for my day off tomorrow. I just need a little break. I’m currently trying to kill an hour. So I texted Tyler this morning saying I wanted to hangout tonight and it’s about 7:30 and I still haven’t heard from him. I’m telling you my pattern radar is spot on. We’ve slowly stopped talking as much as we used to and this just confirms that we’re nearing the end of whatever short relationship we had. I just hate it when people straight up ignore me. You don’t want to hangout or have other plans, that’s fine. Just at least let me know instead of just ignoring me. I freaking hate that! It’s like Anthony all over again. I thought this time would be different. I guess I was just never meant to be happy. Yes, I’m sulking and depressed and all I wanna do is go home and watch Netflix and take my mind off of everything slowly crumbling in my life. Work is just not where I want to be right now. Tomorrow I have plans to go to the lake with some friends. I don’t even feel like going, I just want to stay in bed all day but I know the best thing for me is to go out and take my mind off it. I just feel so inadequate. Why does this keep happening to me? Ugh. I honestly didn’t think he was rude like that but I guess I misread the whole situation. Well I’m about to try and kill some time before I can leave and sulk in my room. Yet again everything sucks. 

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