I’m pretty sure I’ve reached the end of my rope tonight. I can’t handle anymore heartbreak.
Nothing is ever the same anymore. Each day goes by and I feel more and more alone. I’m so unhappy. I don’t want to do this anymore but I don’t want to make life harder on our daughter because she adores you and I know she is happy when we are all together. So, I know for her sake I’ll be miserable in this marriage. There is really nothing else I can do. Tonight I just feel so numb because this pain is so familiar that I can’t even cry right now. I will continue to fake my smiles and act like everything is normal because I’ve accepted that I will be stuck in this miserable marriage until I die and I will continue to go through the motions. There is nothing else I can do.