Do you know that feeling when you’re so empty? I am not sure how to name this but this is quite terrifying because it happened so quickly. I cannot say ‘I love him’ right now. I don’t know. Everything is dissappearing and I have no idea how to fix it. I don’t even know if I want to. I can see that he’s trying to behave like nothing changed but this isn’t true. The worst thing is that actually all of this has no reason. I’m so lost.