I’m leaving today and yesterday was all about it. I was it a deep worry and mess. Thought, I had a perfect morning, nice meal in Moscow cafe with Deniel, even nice ride on a car, evening and day were busy.
Dad and mom both are in kind of hysteric. Me too – after a couple of hours i began to nervous about the trip, finished with the feeling of scare, fell asleep at 8:30. Thinking 💭 again and again what if I went to Groningen?.. then it would be different and I would enjoy… Ney, I won’t like to be that kind of person. I don’t think Canada would be hard. But it’s just Canada and looking for a new people – new friends – is just me. I would love it. Speaking only in English… I would love it.