This week has been really weird. I’m not sleeping well because I’m in the process of stopping my Lexipro, which has me going through Discontinuation Symptoms so I constantly feel like my heart is about to come out of my chest and I feel like I’m being lightly electrocuted all the time, but it’s been about 9 days now and it’s starting to get better, DR said it should last 2-3 weeks so hopefully I’ll be done soon. It’s also had my stomach in knots and I’ve been having CRAZY dreams. Sometimes I really want to just start taking it again to make the symptoms start, but I want to get off of it because I no longer need, so what’s the point in prolonging the symptoms until later when I can’t afford to keep taking it?
On top of that, this week has been pack to the brim with drama at work. Co-workers against co-workers against management against the state. It’s all too much. I’d leave like several people are threatening to do, but I need the money, I need to reference for my future, and I know this isn’t long term since I’m moving in the spring to another state for grad-school.
Just trying to take one day at a time!
On the up, it feels AMAZING out side! Finally feel likes fall is beginning! And I’m going to treat myself this weekend to seeing IT, I love going to the movies with others and especially by myself. It’s very solid me-time.
It’s a weird week, but still a good night and a good life.
And one month from today I’ll be on vacation so who cares anyway!
Good night friends,