So Ive always been in love with this guy, but our relationship was really weird. He almost never said to me that he liked me or something like that and I always told him that I did, and I still do.
We were not living in the same city, but I had a break from college and now we are in the same city, but insted of hi, being excited about that, he just didnt invite me to do anything, I was always the one who did it. We went to a party and we didnt stayed together, and when it was our one year aniverssary he didnt spoke to me, because in the other day he went out with his friends and I went out with mine, but I went out with my friends and their boyfriens because I thought he was coming, but he didnt. So in the day of our one year aniverssary I wrote him telling that we needed to talk. And we did, he told me lots of things that I didnt like, he told me it was a mistake going out with me instead with his friends. After our fighting we thought it would be better for now if we would be just friends. And now its what we are but im so sad because I really liked him, so muchhhhhh and it looks like he doesnt give a fuck to me and it makes me sad cause we had so many nice memories. At least we are talking now like just friends.