Some would say I’m foolish, or even stupid. That could be. But the fact that I still love her as much as I ever did, when anyone else would have given up, should say something.
I can’t stop my heart from speeding up every time I see her or hear her voice.
I can’t help but smile when I think of her, or what the smell of her skin does to me.
I can’t help that I still get excited for half a second when I see or hear something about weddings. Sure, the next second I feel like the wind has been knocked out of me. Of course I want to marry her. I have as long as I’ve known her.
Maybe it will happen one day. Maybe it won’t. But in the end, even if it’s 50 years from now, if I’m lucky enough to have her by my side again, it will have all been worth it. Every tear and lonely night. All the pain in the world disapears the moment she gives me a shy smile or holds on a little longer when we hug.
I can’t help but believe. God wouldn’t give me something that feels so right just to take it away forever. There’s a reason and a time. And when the time comes…….I’ll be here and ready to continue our happily ever after….
And there’s no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather,
And stars may collide
But I love you
Until the end of time…..
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day.