Holy shit. What a week. I have been so busy with school, I haven’t had time to do anything else. It has been a whirlwind. I like my kids and everything about my school except for my collaborating teacher. She had to ruin it for me. She is an idiot. She is a teaching fellow, which means she has a college degree in SOMETHING, and is now going to school at night to become a certified teacher. Which means, she knows nothing about being a teacher and she is dead weight and a thorn in my side. She is no help to me and all she is going to do this year is waste my time. She made a fool of herself on the first day of school.
I have obsessed about this woman since this happened. I know I need to let it go, but it’s so hard for me to do. On Monday, when once again, I have to have a fucking meeting because of her, I am going to establish boundaries and hopefully start to get over this. She also made me mad/upset when she took all those books out of the cabinet and stacked them on top of it. I worked really hard to make my room look neat and she jacked that up. Now I will have to rearrange to contents of the other cabinets to make room for the books she put up there, which will take up more of my time that I don’t really need to spend on shit like that. This year is going to be a crazy mess of busy trying to have lessons prepared every day and copies made. I really did not need to have her shit on top of that. I was so nervous yesterday morning because of her. She caused my anxiety to be worse because she caused me to have to meet with the admin. I hate her for it. I already didn’t like her before this because she is stupid and I knew she would be dead weight all year, but then on top of that, she caused trouble for me. I cannot even think about anything else.