Have things really come full circle I wonder? Is this feeling I have in my chest, this anxious, twisting feeling, is that what this is? Maybe. Perhaps. As I type this entry this morning I’m wondering if it’s true, and whatever this feeling is it’s not letting me calm down……*sigh*…. like things have been done for a long time now, like she has already moved on and I’ve just been too blind to even notice till now, and if that’s the case, what am I holding out for?