these days have been hard for me. Its so weird when you were used to talking to someone for one year and then one day you dont talk to them anymore. My heart is hurting.
Yesterday we went out and hooked up for the last time. We were already not together, but I was so desparetad that I told him that it would be cool if we could hook up for the last time and he agreed. But the thing is that yesterday was a perfect night for me, but now it looks like im living a nightmare. Damn I miss him. And yesterday was so intense, I thought that maybe we could be together again because he seemed to be enjoying me. But now im broken and I dont know how is he feeling.