Lonely

Everywhere I go I don’t fit in. Even trying out Facebook bc of loneliness and no one reponds to my posts. I see them liking others’ more boring posts, but the artwork and etc I post goes unnoticed. I tried Instagram and same. I wanna share my fave art with poeple and things I like, but to no avail. I give up deleted all accounts again. I only went on them to feel wanted bc my husband is obsessed with his smartphone. We don’t even say I love you too much anymore. I want someone who loves me. God when will I find my real love? Idk, I am just lonely.

3 thoughts on “Lonely”

  1. I have to be honest, initially I came on this site today to post my own internal struggle but instead I came across your journal and felt the need to reach out.

    Unless you already have a solid base of friends you have known for forever, social media will not do a single thing. It is all artificial love and likes anyway. If you are interested in art try blogs. You attract people to your blog, not by posting but by responding to others posts. Try tumblr, deviantart and other random websites. Don’t post and let it sit, because like milk it will go bad. When you add your milk to other people or ingredients you will find that you can make some pretty epic connections and creations. Love is aloof, and only works when two people CHOOSE one another time and time again. When one or both stop, so does the love and feeling.
    I have been where you are in a marriage and it turned out my husband was cheating on me for years. I became bitter and stayed with him hoping things would change. Then one day I decided to fight for myself. I decided I wanted to find that love and passion and connection. I had lost myself for a long time. While it was one of the hardest things I have ever done, I found who I am. I found out, what I am made of and I haven’t ever been more secure with who I am, and what I want. I also decided that I would never settle unless it aligned with all of the things I wanted. The only thing you have to do is be brave enough to go for it.

    Any thing is possible.
    Change your mind set and goals, and you will see that your life will start presenting opportunities to take and fight for what you want.

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