Oh my god. The woman I have to work with is legit crazy. I Googled her today- I don’t know why I didn’t do it sooner. She has filed law suit after law suit. Holy shit My head is spinning right now. I don’t know who I should tell. I don’t know if I should tell the admin or tell my dept chair. I am really freaked out. I have to be with this crazy bitch all day long- share a room, have every meeting and duty with her. I don’t know who to tell. I didn’t even know all this stuff about her this weekend, and I almost sat down and sent an email to my AP saying I was not comfortable being alone with her. I just have a feeling in my gut that this is not going to go well.
Just Keep Swimming
I am a 47 year old adult child of an alcoholic. My childhood could have been a Lifetime movie. I am dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and severe depression as a result. I am working on gaining an understanding as to what this means and learning how to be okay with myself. Some days, just killing myself and being done with it seems like the most sensible option. On those days, I keep telling myself, "just keep breathing in and out, that's enough for today."