You would think finding out would make it easier, but it doesn’t. You loved EKG’s and studied the heart all the time. It seems like a sick joke, the thing you knew the most would be over looked. Your family and friends all know now, and for some that brings comfort but for others it brings more questions. What would you want us to do now, educate others on the signs and symptoms? Become an advocate? Everyday it doesn’t get easier, we are just adjusting to this. We still talk about you as if your here. Asking you questions of why and knowing there will never be an answer. Life doesn’t make sense, the things we once thought to be true aren’t. What would you have us do? All these unanswered questions. It just doesn’t make sense.