Would you still love me if I told you that I loved a woman? That we gave each other rings? We’re friends now, but would you still love me knowing that I still want to marry a woman? That I want to have a family with her? Would you have me leave? Would I never get to see Ethan again? I told my grandma and she took it very well surprisingly. I wonder how you would react to that.
I'm growing. With every entry. With everything I read. Obviously. Like everyone else. I"m selfish. I hate the word but I am. I try not to be. I've found this website to be a great emotional outlet for the few times that I've written on here. Enjoy the jumbled mess.