Yup, there’s a bunch of days missing again. I asked Jenna if it is bad I haven’t written every day and she said no, it’s your life, you can do what you want.
And she is so right, it is my life and I am living it. Motivation has been a very big part of this month. Last week I was offered and accepted my job as a permanent position. I cannot remember the last time in my life I was this happy. The last time I felt this comfortable, safe and at peace.
The quote in my picture today plays in my thoughts often, makes me stop to consider its impact. I looked back this week, back to all the things that brought me to where I am today. Not just my life, but the lives of people around me, people I’ve never met, will never meet, will never know. Their dots had to connect exactly the way they did, so mine could connect in my future. It’s mesmerizing to consider what could happen if one event from the past did not occur. How it could change the direction of all future connections.
We have to trust, no matter how hopeless or senseless things feel. We have to believe tomorrow will be impacted by yesterday. We have to wait with patience as everyone’s dots line up and connect. We have to….it’s the order of the universe.