Lost and confused

Hi, not really sure what I’m going to do with this. I’m lost right now, don’t know who to talk too. I’m lost about a lot of things, but don’t pity me, what teenager isn’t. Teenager lmao that word makes me laugh.

im not so sure what to call the feeling that has begun to haunt me more and more everyday but after some research I’m sure it’s Anxiety. It’s been making me feel uneasy, extremely nervous, making every movement hard. But it doesn’t follow me everywhere, just school and new situations, very rarely at home.

I freeze, joints get stiff and constant shaking over nothing…. I try to calm down but that actually makes it worse.

I wonder if anyone has realized the way my body shivers, being caught is a big fear.

I don’t know what to do about it and how to even talk to my mom, it’s just so annoying, and makes school so much worse than it already is.

Fuck school&this overwhelming feeling ..

reply if you want

-j 09/26/17

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