Day 11

Every day is a new day.  I am feeling overwhelmed in many areas of my life right now, but every day is a brand new day.  I tried a walking meditation today, to save a little time in the morning. I liked that, I think that will be a new habit for me.  My mom leaves today, and I really want to work from home today, but I know I only want to do that so I can slack off.  Already have plans with Mallory and Matt today, I need to find some time to relax.  I am worried that relaxing means eating, but I want the progress I’ve made to stick.  Next week I am going to switch from reading the big book to the 12 steps, need to start making active progress in the program.  This is going to be a busy few weeks of my life, few months if I look further down the road.  But I am happy, I feel like I’ve been wasting the past 2 years staying in a stagnant place, so I am happy to start moving my life forward.  For now, I will face each day one day at a time. God, grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

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