I’m going to understand myself better. Love myself better. Be at ease in my own skin. Today is not that day. There was a day where I was listening to some city pop and it put me in a mood where I looked myself in the mirror and I couldn’t help thinking “damn I look good.” It was a great feeling. Hope to have more of those sooner rather than later. I’ve been shit at life recently so I think my best method to deal with all of it is to push those I love away and become a recluse who plays video games all day like I did back in high school. Sadly, I made friends who like to tear me away from that. Luckily, they’ve been on vacation all week so ha! Hermit life.
I'm growing. With every entry. With everything I read. Obviously. Like everyone else. I"m selfish. I hate the word but I am. I try not to be. I've found this website to be a great emotional outlet for the few times that I've written on here. Enjoy the jumbled mess.