It seems like there is some start required for me to float. I tried going through the deep learning lectures and got a very good idea where should I be focused to learn what I want.
There is no reason to wait anymore, still my mind plagues me or maybe its my heart. It kinda hinders me to do what I want to do in someway. One day I will be good again. One thing is sure the one I care the most doesn’t give a shit about me and other people care doesn’t affect me much. Only thing left to do is to start picking myself up slowly and steadily.
Again, I am at office, will try to do some reading of one-point perspective.