You saw the ring. I’m happy seeing it on you again. I’m going to give myself some space from you. I feel ashamed of what I did. I also feel like the more I am near you the more my feelings for you intensify. We both don’t need that. I shouldn’t be feeling this anymore. I wish I knew how to quit you.
I'm growing. With every entry. With everything I read. Obviously. Like everyone else. I"m selfish. I hate the word but I am. I try not to be. I've found this website to be a great emotional outlet for the few times that I've written on here. Enjoy the jumbled mess.