I made it through the school day today. I had my phone interview with Winburn. I have no idea how I did. I have mixed feelings about it. I know I need to go home for Noah, but I don’t want to leave New York. If I thought Brent would give me a chance, I would leave today, otherwise I don’t want to be there. I didn’t see cra-cra all day. She wasn’t at school. I wonder if she’ll be there tomorrow. Her chain lock is still on the closet door in my classroom, so she intends on coming back. I would like her shit out of my room. I don’t want to see her ever the fuck again. At least if I quit, it will look like it’s her fault and not just me being a quitter.
I texted Killian and he said I did great in my interview. I didn’t feel “great” about it. I know it’s what I need to do- move back there, but I don’t want to. I don’t. I dread quitting where I am now.