Wednesday October 4th

I don’t know what to do! I turned in my letter of resignation yesterday and my principal kind of freaked out. He doesn’t want me to leave at all. I just don’t know what the right thing to do is. I am definitely worried about Noah, but I don’t really know what I can do to help him if I’m there. I miss him so much and I miss John so much. I thought I should go home last week for sure, but now this crazy woman is gone until January at the earliest. I have two things I have to take back if I stay. I have to tell Killian that I’m not coming back and decline the job, and I have to do something about my apartment- I turned the letter in to the office today. Ugh. Fuck. And I guess Blake is mad at me because she had the workers break into my apartment today through my bedroom window to get to the gas lines. My life is a goddam mess right now. I have a really good job now that cra-cra is gone. I wish Killian hadn’t called me! On Friday, I was all about getting home. Now, I don’t fucking know. 

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