Disappointing news about the “lump sum” payment. I thought I was gonna get $$ but it’s only about $60. Bummer. I was hoping for a big payout. Oh well. Story of my life. I wrote an extensive email to my principal last night explaining most of what I had been dealing with as far as the psycho goes for the last month. I felt like I needed to tell my side of things since he acted like I was being a jerk for leaving.
Just Keep Swimming
I am a 48 year old adult child of an alcoholic. My childhood could have been a Lifetime movie. I am dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and severe depression as a result. I am working on gaining an understanding as to what this means and learning how to be okay with myself. Some days, just killing myself and being done with it seems like the most sensible option. On those days, I keep telling myself, "just keep breathing in and out, that's enough for today."