shame

today was a good day. i got my calc test back, got an A; good job, me. 
school is kicking my ass though. 

i was having a good day today, actually. 

then he texted me tonight.

ive thrown everything away. except for this one picture.  it was taken somewhere in new orleans.

because its still him in this picture. someone who showed me a lot of respect, kindness, and love; and who helped me through a lot. i love him. all of this just for him to end up stabbing me in the back and breaking my heart. yet i still press this picture to my lips. i admit it with a lot of shame.

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