Today is literally very gloomy, rainy, and windy. It’s just one of the days we like here in the northwest. Portland is seriously my favorite place! I have lived here my whole life and I wouldn’t change a thing. I love the people (well sometimes), I love the atmosphere, the environment, and I just love the way everything is so weird and creative everywhere. It makes me feel very tired when it comes to this weather tho.
When I woke up this morning I couldn’t get out of bed because I was sooooo tired. I have been legit stretching all day because I am tired and so is my body at this point. I have been doing a lot of thinking and that means I have ideas.
I really need to eat a little healthier like I had said in my previous post and I need to go to the gym. When I was doing that in the past I was feeling so much better. I wasn’t tired all the time. I had more motivation to get things done throughout the day and I never thought of it as a chore but of like a way of life.
I was going to bed as soon as I got home and now I can’t seem to fall asleep when I first lay in bed. I just wanna lay awake on my phone and watch videos all night and do nothing the next day.
And some days I tell myself the night before, “I’m going to get up early and actually put makeup on today.” and that never happens.
I don’t know, maybe it’s just me and my way of living right now because of my schedule and it’s messed me up really bad, but oh well. Ill live.