To feel

I feel people on such a deep level it seems. I sometimes feel like it’s a curse but I know it’s a gift. Sometimes it hurts just to be in someone’s presence… Sometimes it feels wonderful. Sometimes I can feel another from thousands of miles away. 

This I know. You surround yourself with the people you want to be like. Birds of a feather….

I have to start taking the medication again on Thursday. I feel like I’m saying goodbye to a part of me. I don’t want to. I’m confused about whether it’s a good thing or not. 

Father… be with me today. Help me to know your will and hear your voice. Allow me to feel your presence. 

Wonderful idea… empathy vs. Apathy

Today I am feel Mr Buttons, oly, Noah, my mom. I feel their pain from miles away. I’m concerned for them. I worry that they will not know true surrender or a real relationship with God. I want them to understand forgiveness and that it only means they let go of the pain. I want them to feel true peace and understanding. I want them to feel good and be happy.  Something more is missing… and to truly surrender is the only way to fill the holes. 

Leave a Comment: