The days are long and the nights even longer without you. I have been so bipolar about this whole situation. One minute I hate you and then next I love you. No matter the mood that I’m in I always miss you. Seeing you again tomorrow is going to be so hard. I’m going to do my best to be strong. I know what I  have to do but I just don’t want to do it. I haven’t been as sad these past two days but that’s only because we have been talking. Tomorrow it will start all over again. I hate this. I can’t keep doing this to myself. I have been physically sick over this…I’ve said it a million times, I need to move on. Maybe that’s by being with someone else. I don’t know…

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