What exactly is the meaning of that word?
‘Physical suffering or discomfort caused by illness or injury’
That’s not the pain I mean, I have no wound that is bleeding or an illness.
Unless you count Depression.
Mostly the pain I feel is… It’s like a deep emptiness carved in my bones.
The carving’s are growing bigger deeper.
Friends are a dangerous privilege or torment.
I know there are others, maybe even on this, that feel a similar pain.
How do I make it stop? Have you?
I know this is a selfish thing,
But Please tell me I’m not alone in this dark tunnel of empty pain.