[108.5] ~*Thu – 11/02/17*~

[11:06 pm]

Alright, so I had started an entry earlier in the day but never got to finish it cause of my damn phone. I’m trying to text a friend to let her know my screen’s fucked and I don’t know when I’ll be able to get it fix or what not and I can’t even finish the text as the screen just screws up before. Grr! I really hope I can get this screen fix real quick. I’m just not sure where to go and on top of things, it’s the weekend so with my luck I’d have to wait until next week. I just don’t want to spend money on a new phone if I can get this one fix for cheaper. I guess I shall wait and see but the wait is honestly killing me. I’m trying to watch my shows and in the back of my head I’m thinking about the phone. I just hate myself when I’m this way.  Anyways, let’s get going with the entry.

As always, I’m exhausted and I don’t know what to do about it anymore. I’m still taking my sleeping pills and seem to be sleeping okay but I have such a hard time in the morning. Doesn’t matter if I sleep seven, eight or ten hours, seems to all be the same. I look like a zombie in the morning and even my makeup doesn’t seem to help anymore.

I wasn’t too sure about the movie I had picked last night. It was cute but a bit meh. Nothing like Halloweentown that I love so much which I should of maybe watched that instead. I just wanted to watch something new. I was done around 1:30 am, went to bed and read a bit. Again, put my book away to just rest a little but ended up falling asleep. Woke up around 3 am to put my stuff away and actually sleep.

Anyways, my day wasn’t too bad beside the fact that I knew one client would ask me about what happened on Sat since I had cancelled him. I told him I had a family emergency and he said “I hope the person is okay” which I responded “Oh yea!”. He doesn’t need to know what is going on in my personal life and to be honest, saying that the person was okay sorta made me feel like I am accepting my brother’s passing. I didn’t lie about him being okay, I do believe that he is now okay.

My husband had said something I really didn’t like last night. For a lil while, when someone would could we would joke around and be like “who died now?!” cause we both don’t talk much to our family so people mostly just call when something happens. That said, my dear hub said that last night when my mom called and I didn’t take it too well. It was just too soon for that one. He was really sorry about it as it just came out but yea..

Mom should be home from work so I should call her, I need to complain about my phone to someone. I also want to see how her day at work went. I still wish she would of took the day to herself to rest.





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