So the scopes went well. Nothing wrong. Haven’t heard about the biopsies, but I am sure they went well too.
Saw my therapist for 3 hours yesterday. I guess because I told her I was suicidal. Not that I would do it. My children depend on me too much. I could never do that to them. I asked her why I can’t stop thinking about it and she says it’s just the depression, but it’s also the ultimate escape. Even when I am happy? She said even happy the depression will get me.
My kids especially my oldest son is having such a hard time at school, but I figured out that he is TRYING to get into the smaller classes? Why do all this? Why??