It’s hard knowing that you hurt someone you care so much about. Things happen for a reason, right? I could barely sleep last night knowing he could be crying, hurting. It hurt to know I hurt him. I’m trying to get through it, but sometimes, it’s too hard to keep it inside. I still repeat the things you said to me in my head. Because nothing makes me happier, or sadder, than you. I’m also having “friends” at school who don’t really care about me. I’m so tired of: 1. Fake friends 2. Drama 3. Liars 4. Being ignored 5. Getting hurt. You don’t need to waste your time on someone who only wants you around when it fits their needs.