Falling asleep is easy but waking up with clear mind is too difficult. It’s draining me inside. There’s so many things going in my head that I can’t even grasp even one and its terrible. I want to know or maybe just forget. How I wish I can wake up at a different place at a different time and at a different situation. But will it change anything? Will I feel more successful? Will I feel more love or in love? Will I feel more energize and refresh? Will I finally know what I want? Will it satisfy me? NO. I know it won’t change me and because of that nothing will ever change but wishing sometimes helps.