Alright, starting to use the tools of the program, even though I think I don’t want to. Today, we read in the Big Book about Fred, and his mental blank spot, that lead to be a binge. I have those. My day will be going great, and then all of a sudden, I’ve broken my abstinence without missing a beat. How? Even if I had done all my healthy routines, all of a sudden, my guard is down. So, now I making regular calls, using telephone meetings and recorded speakers when I’m alone, I’m going to lead the next meeting, I know who I’m going to be asking to be my sponsor. Laying ground work is tough, and I’m not perfect, but I am trying to do something difficult every day.