[114] ~*Thu – 11/09/17*~

[7:28 pm]

I’m not impressed and not happy right now but then again, when am I ever happy?!

Anyways, let’s start from the beginning. This morning around 6 am I was woken up by the fire alarm. I got out of the bedroom and I could see smoke. WTH?! Hub was cooking and burned what ever he was making. Not really a fun way to be woken up I tell ya. I went back to bed and woke up for my day. Of course hub’s dishes were all in the sink as he never does his dishes which I’m somewhat fine with it BUT the stove was so damn dirty. Like really?! Why couldn’t he just wiped his mess?! I went to work, got home and the mess was still sitting there. WHY?! There is just no reason why he couldn’t at least clean the stove. He just pisses me off so much. He also didn’t even clean the suggies kitchen. I’m getting fed up. I work all the damn time and when I get home I do house work. I work a full time and part time job. He only works his full time job and then sits in front of the PC when I still run around to get everything done at home. He had said not long ago that he needed to start helping me, I knew that wouldn’t last. I’m just so upset about it right now, I just don’t understand why he can’t clean up after himself and why he can’t just clean the damn suggies kitchen like he’s supposed to be doing. It doesn’t take that long to do but yet he just can’t seem to be able to do it. I just don’t know anymore.

I did my day of work and was too tired to even care about doing a grocery so I came home. I got home and called mom and while talking to her I was cleaning the stove and trying to clean the pot in which he burned his food but I don’t know if I should save it or throw it out cause I can’t scrub the black out. Bleh! I’m doing laundry and sitting here being sorry about myself.

Tomorrow’s gonna be a super long ass day as I’m working from 9 am to midnight. It’s a Holiday Sat so I’ll be going to the movies with my client tomorrow night which I’ll prob end up sleeping cause I’m gonna be exhausted. I plan on cleaning the suggies cage on Sat but I have a feeling I might end up sleeping the whole day away. It just seems like I can’t catch a break, there’s always something happening. I just want to run away.

I’ve also done more spending today. I decided to go buy some bras cause mine are getting pretty bad. It’s just so crazy how much it cost. I bought four for $143 and that was with a 30% off so I saved $53. I’ve also went for laser so that was a $50 and Mon I’m going for my hair so that’s another $100. Blah! I also need to make an appointment for next month for my feet. The end of this year is just crazy on spending. I’m also due for new insoles but I don’t even want to go there as they are $400 and I’m not covered for those so I don’t think I will get any new ones.

Anyways, I should get going with my shows if I want to stay on track with those and play on my farming game to try and relax a bit. Just needed to vent a lil.




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