clearing my head

My mind is such a mess right now.I feel alone.

I was pregnant and I lost my child.I feel like my world has fallen officially apart I deserve an award.I’m Numb.I feel like I have nothing left.

Have you ever felt like that?

so numb that you don’t even feel anything all your emotions become unrecognizable 

I’m not me right now. How long is this feeling supposed to last, as days go by it feels like a fucking eternity?

I’ve been having suicidal thoughts again, nothing new. I want to escape I want to run away I’ve been here many times before my hearts shattered and the only piece that remains is the piece he holds and I’ve been super scared he’s going to break it.we’ve been 


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